I can't sleep. This is so unusual! Here I am, a mommy of twins and functioning in a sleep-deprived state most days, with a tired body and I can't sleep. My body feels tired, but every time I close my eyes to try to sleep, all I can do is open them again and stare out the window fuzzily, since of course I don't wear my glasses or contacts to bed. So... what do I think about at midnight when I can't sleep?
1. Thank you, Mrs. Tomlin, for ingraining in my mind in the 11th grade that "to lay is to place and to lie is to lie down." Even though I struggled through most of the essays and wept bitter tears over the 40-something page Sonnet Explication, I did come through that year with that one lasting impression. (The musings on the conjugation of the verb
to lie, by the way, came as I was in bed trying to think out a blog before I made my way downstairs.)
2. The name for my blog is "I'm here because Wendy's here." I think I need to change it. Initially that was accurate, but now I enjoy getting my thoughts out about once a week. Ironic that throughout all of my English classes and Ed. classes in which I was forced to keep a journal that I would be frantically trying to make up entries the night before they were due because I didn't think that I had anything to write in them... to now be essentially journaling as an adult about the mundane things I didn't think journal-worthy during my formal education. Huh.
3. I took some great pics of the boys at dinner tonight. Pasta with red sauce. Yum! Unfortunately, after our computer crashed about 2 months ago, it left us sans photo editing software. This means I cannot compress them enough to post them here. The picture in the next post was sent to us by our neighbor. That's probably going to be the only picture here until I can figure out a way to make our pictures small enough to fit the requirements of the blog.
4. Ironic, again, that I go back to high school years and remember how in keyboarding class my freshman year that I could never get the hang of typing numbers on the top row without looking at them. Now, almost 15 years later, I'm finally beginning to master the skill. (As I sit in the dark typing a numerated list...)
5. I was reading
A Second Helping of Chicken Soup for the Woman's Soul before Luke came to bed and I turned out the light to discover that there was no sleep for me at this time. In it, I read a quote from Mother Theresa. It said, "Our primary duty is to spread love... first of all in our homes." Paraphrasing now, we are obligated to ensure that those who come into our homes leave better people and more nurtured than before they entered it. I like that.
6. I just found Luke's cell phone under the couch. I'm pretty positive that it's because I'm sitting in a dark room and the only reason I knew it was there was because I saw the green light flashing. Maybe I was supposed to find it and help him out by having it ready next to the coffee maker tomorrow morning.
7. I also wonder if the reason I can't sleep is because at this moment my sister is going into labor. (Purely speculative at this point... I don't know if she actually is or not.) She sounds tired and oh so exhausted... very ready to have this baby. She was hoping tonight that she could wait until after the weekend, though, as her doctor is in Seattle for his son's graduation from some higher learning institution. On her visit on Wednesday, though, he told her that he thought she'd be in the hospital within the week.
8. Why is it that whenever I try to type the word "within" I always try to add a g, making it "withing?"
9. I still can't decide if I'm tired enough to try to go back to bed. My typing is getting more erroneous, but I can still think of words like "erroneous," and spell them correctly. It is taking me quite a bit longer to try to gather my thoughts into cohesive units, though.
10. Good luck to Lisa as she prepares to travel to Vermont for her week of studies at the university from which she's earning her MBA. She's graduating on next Friday or Saturday, at the top of her class of course.
I hope all of you are sleeping at this midnight hour... I think I'll read for a while and then try to go back to bed. If that doesn't work, I can always attempt Luke's tried-and-true method of sleep inducement: eat a bowl of cold cereal. Have a blessed night, everyone!